I want to suppress all my dirty fantasies that he gave me.
Gary treated me with a dizzying blend of over-involvement, neglect, overindulgence and cruelty.
He was my father, and I was his child.
And we see the vitality of spirit that enables one to carry on, to dream of horses and fight to be seen.
For once he felt I had become sufficiently trained and submissive, most of the torture tapered off.
Of course certain people are not randoms, and maybe its the level of how much you think you 'know' them if you get what I mean : Finally a woman that understands.